'forever, always, wishing.'

'It' far worse to love
Than not at all.
It's true,
I mean it's so.
At least you'll never know,
What you've been missing,
When you're,
Forever,
Always,
Wishing.'
-Roxy Tataei

Time to listen to Chani piss and moan about her sorry state of a love life.
You lucky kids!
After a nice few months of headfuck with a trusted misleader, the idea of going back 'on the prowl' is seeming to be quite daunting.
Not daunting, more, Uuuughhh CBA, noone else is the saaamee mayyynnnn. I'm not even sure if I want to be 'flung' anymore. Well I wouldn't turn down a good seeing too (or seven) from any non-ugly Tom, Dick and/or Harry due to my ridiculously-out-of-hand-all-consuming-sexrage, but I think I just want to be in a relationship, or at least get a new security net who I can just fall back on for all of my peculiar sexual desires.
GAHH LIFE SUCKS.
SUXTOBEME.
Ugh, maybe I'll get off my high horse, suck it up, do some shots and go out snake charming ASAP.
Alternitively I could run down the street naked, covered in signs saying PENETRATE ME.

I'm leaning towards the latter....

Oh wow I feel like a bad influence now.
Stay in school kids, focus on your studies, don't have sex. You will get chlamydia, and die.
chani ra
xoxo